[ fuck this place. fuck how nothing can ever be done. that must have been what Kisa needed her help with, and she failed her too. Jess can't remember if she saw Marcos there or not. but she knows, if she did, she would have chosen to save Kisa first all the same. ]
[ there's a delay of several minutes as she drinks up the nerve to expand upon that. ]
They messed with my head They shot me up with a drug that changed how I saw things, how I felt Made me sober as some uncharacteristic puritanical bullshit perk It was still in me the last time I was over
( marcos doesn't recognize the address but it's not going to stop him from trying to find her. and when he does, he doesn't try and swim up through them yet, sighing and finding a spot high enough to get out of the water for a moment. )
[ Jess peers over the rooftop to try and spot him. Because surely, at a distance, he would figure out what he's dealing with and take the L. No sight of him yet but she's not sure what direction he's coming from. ]
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Did you wake up on the shore?
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guess some time had passed.
i don't really know.
it's been a weird few days.
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I'm drinking again
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wanna talk about it?
or tell me about it.
what happened?
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[ there's a delay of several minutes as she drinks up the nerve to expand upon that. ]
They messed with my head
They shot me up with a drug that changed how I saw things, how I felt
Made me sober as some uncharacteristic puritanical bullshit perk
It was still in me the last time I was over
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and you didn't tell me that?
( she'd seemed all right if a little mellow. but maybe that's what he should've paid more attention to.)
is that all it did?
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Yeah
That's all
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don't want to see me?
( he doesn't press on what happened to her even if a part of him believes she's not giving him the whole truth. )
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I don't want you to see me [ which is totally different. ]
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Unless you've got a thing for broken glass and puke
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that doesn't mean i don't want to help
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We were both goddamn at the beach
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what happened happened.
i'm all right.
if we're doing that, i didn't help you either.
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we're even
does that mean stop making my decisions for me?
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tell me where you are
or come to mine.
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I'm the roof
Good luck
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really?
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Go home
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you won't talk to me if i get up there?
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