[ she's caught on to what's been happening at this point, too. this is only the second time something's been accidentally sent out by her, but it's evidently more than enough, especially given who the video had been sent to. ]
[ Jess thought about starting with that but decided to lead with the question she'd want answered first, in Kisa's position. though she clearly knows next to nothing about Kisa so yeah that was probably wrong. ]
[ she hadn't gotten into details when it came to revealing what she is to her, just shown her, but for those unfamiliar with culebras all that could mean was that she could transform back and forth into a snakelike monster. but she's watched the video since it was sent out to seth, seen the damage she'd been doing to herself. you don't need to be familiar with what kisa is to see that. ]
im sorry you saw it i didnt mean to send it but im guessing you already know that
Its not you its this twisted ass 50 shades of secretary nightmare city It happened to me too
[ which she means in the most general sense possible. sure, some rando received the inaccurate article that makes her out be both a victim and a murderer, but the two misfires aren't equal just because they're both tragic. she can't claim to understand why Kisa did what she did, or how she feels having it exposed. ]
[ she certainly doesn't like that it's been exposed, especially to the one other person from home who will know what it means. jess is still more or less a stranger but somehow that makes it less shameful. ]
[ Jess should follow up but she doesn't know what with, she's unintelligibly furious at what the city's done to this woman, what it keeps doing. it can't even let her destroy herself in peace ]
Screw this
[ she switches to her laptop, digs through her files, pulls up the article and sends it. ]
[ she ends up skimming it, catching the important details before closing out of the window. enough to know what she'd done and to catch the inconsistent tone of the article. ]
thank you for that making things even that is
[ she doesn't know if that's what's appropriate to say or not, but she doesn't know what is. ]
[ she doesn't know how long ago the video was recorded, and she has no right to ask if Kisa's doing okay. Jess is compelled to keep her talking though, even if it's not about herself. ]
[ it's been a few days at this point. she's been trying to do as seth pleaded and hasn't done it since, but the urge has been there. so she sleeps most of the day with the curtains drawn tight, coming out only at night to go to work and back. ]
my friend?
[ she's guessing she means seth, but doesn't know how she'd know they know each other. ]
[ Jess would doubt the memory if she'd spoken to more people since then. despite state dependent memory and the amount of liquor she's been putting back, her few acquaintances remain fairly distinct. ]
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what did you see
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Not all of it
But enough
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im sorry you saw it
i didnt mean to send it but im guessing you already know that
cw murder
It happened to me too
[ which she means in the most general sense possible. sure, some rando received the inaccurate article that makes her out be both a victim and a murderer, but the two misfires aren't equal just because they're both tragic. she can't claim to understand why Kisa did what she did, or how she feels having it exposed. ]
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im sorry for that too
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[ Jess should follow up but she doesn't know what with, she's unintelligibly furious at what the city's done to this woman, what it keeps doing. it can't even let her destroy herself in peace ]
Screw this
[ she switches to her laptop, digs through her files, pulls up the article and sends it. ]
Read it or don't but now we're even
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thank you for that
making things even that is
[ she doesn't know if that's what's appropriate to say or not, but she doesn't know what is. ]
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[ well, besides ]
I deleted the video
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i did the same to the article
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[ she doesn't know how long ago the video was recorded, and she has no right to ask if Kisa's doing okay. Jess is compelled to keep her talking though, even if it's not about herself. ]
How's your friend?
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my friend?
[ she's guessing she means seth, but doesn't know how she'd know they know each other. ]
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[ Jess would doubt the memory if she'd spoken to more people since then. despite state dependent memory and the amount of liquor she's been putting back, her few acquaintances remain fairly distinct. ]
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i dont know how he is. he saw it too.
[ but in an attempt to move on from that: ]
what about you?
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I'm scraping by
Roommate moved out I've got the place to myself now
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youre still in the apartments right? i have a feeling those dont stay empty very long.
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My next roomie can blame it on the crapass minimum wage here
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