[ Her eyes focus up at the sound of Logan's name. Fuck. Shit fuck fucking shit shit fuck. He's no more in danger than if only one of them had leaned on him but Christ. It's a lot for one man to bear. Not to mention, it was on his dime that she spent her first two and a half days out of the Zoo.
She can't afford to spiral out about it now. Putting a pin on it, she pushes herself away from her desk. ]
I saw him too. [ Not right after, but why split hairs? This, at least, she can take off Nick's shoulders. ] Talked options with him. Will heals like he does. [ So Logan knows that as well. ]
( logan would probably try to kill william if he found out the extent of the man's involvement too, but if jess knows logan well enough to talk options with him then she probably knows that too, so nick doesn't bother saying that. he'd rather not remember the way he was tempted, just for a moment, to let him.
it's not--impossible, but they're certainly complications. nick presses a thumb between his eyebrows. he doesn't have a headache but it feels like he should, the amount of pressure that's weighing on this conversation. the stakes might as well be astronomical. )
Right. Okay. So I...come up with something for Oliver. Jealousy, maybe. He'll buy it if I make it something weird, maybe. Logan, I don't know. He'll probably bring it up it up if he thinks anything is going on, so I can wait for that. Get the contract, act normal with William.
( he starts about as decisively as nick is capable of, but the more he talks the less certain he gets. it's a stopgap at best, but he doesn't expect there's really any other steps to be taken. just...to hunker down, and endure the storm.
[ It sucks but all they can do for now is tread water. The most actionable course she can take based on current information is ripping William's head off. His bones break just like anybody else's. It should kill him. But odds are good that he'll just come back. People fall into comas, they vanish, and they resurrect. She hasn't read a single network post in her time here about someone kicking the bucket for good.
So that's a last resort. In case he catches on. It won't be half as effective as what he's truly afraid of, which remains undiscovered. It's sure as hell not pain. Even that, once weaponized, will be a never-ending battle. The city will offer opportunities to circumvent her measures. The introduction of something persuasive to the food or the air. A naive or unscrupulous new arrival to the program willing to lend him aid. Leverage over those magic users already here. And then she'll devise a counter to his retaliation, and so on and so on, until the program sees fit to send one of them home.
It seems so hellishly exhausting and hopeless when she thinks that far ahead. ]
Yeah. [ She lumbers over to the couch and sits herself down with the grace of a potato sack. ] It's safer if you don't know. But if something happens, call me. [ She doesn't sound sure about making that offer but she has to. She's the only one who can. ]
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She can't afford to spiral out about it now. Putting a pin on it, she pushes herself away from her desk. ]
I saw him too. [ Not right after, but why split hairs? This, at least, she can take off Nick's shoulders. ] Talked options with him. Will heals like he does. [ So Logan knows that as well. ]
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it's not--impossible, but they're certainly complications. nick presses a thumb between his eyebrows. he doesn't have a headache but it feels like he should, the amount of pressure that's weighing on this conversation. the stakes might as well be astronomical. )
Right. Okay. So I...come up with something for Oliver. Jealousy, maybe. He'll buy it if I make it something weird, maybe. Logan, I don't know. He'll probably bring it up it up if he thinks anything is going on, so I can wait for that. Get the contract, act normal with William.
( he starts about as decisively as nick is capable of, but the more he talks the less certain he gets. it's a stopgap at best, but he doesn't expect there's really any other steps to be taken. just...to hunker down, and endure the storm.
still. he asks. )
You got anything after that?
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So that's a last resort. In case he catches on. It won't be half as effective as what he's truly afraid of, which remains undiscovered. It's sure as hell not pain. Even that, once weaponized, will be a never-ending battle. The city will offer opportunities to circumvent her measures. The introduction of something persuasive to the food or the air. A naive or unscrupulous new arrival to the program willing to lend him aid. Leverage over those magic users already here. And then she'll devise a counter to his retaliation, and so on and so on, until the program sees fit to send one of them home.
It seems so hellishly exhausting and hopeless when she thinks that far ahead. ]
Yeah. [ She lumbers over to the couch and sits herself down with the grace of a potato sack. ] It's safer if you don't know. But if something happens, call me. [ She doesn't sound sure about making that offer but she has to. She's the only one who can. ]